Saturday, March 27, 2010
It's been almost a year since I last penned anything here. Tonight, I feel I miss a friend. It's hard to imagine it's been 6 years since we have met. I miss ponning PE classes with her, miss sitting outside the LT doing tuts, miss talking to her on the phone.
I miss you my dear. I'm sorry if I've ever hurt u in any ways and I hope wherever you may be, you'll be so peaceful and happy.
3:39 AM
It's been almost a year since I last penned anything here. Tonight, I feel I miss a friend. It's hard to imagine it's been 6 years since we have met. I miss ponning PE classes with her, miss sitting outside the LT doing tuts, miss talking to her on the phone.
I miss you my dear. I'm sorry if I've ever hurt u in any ways and I hope wherever you may be, you'll be so peaceful and happy.
3:39 AM
Friday, May 8, 2009
Revengeful
determined to have revenge; vindictive.
Synonyms:malevolent, malicious, malignant. Also see Spiteful.
Someone used that word on me. To a certain extent I know he doesn't really mean it (or maybe he does...but i rather believe otherwise) Nevertheless. that hurts.
People ask if character is part of nature or nutured over time. I would say nutured. A lot of times I wonder if I would be a different person if somethings never happened in my life. Who doesn't wish their life could be just a bed of roses, full of hearts, rainbows and unicorns.
If you grow up watching people bully your mum while yoo feel so helpless because yoo were too young to be heard. When yoo wake up in the middle of the night listening to yoor mummy sobbing under the blankets. When you are forced to accept betrayal, selfishness and ostracization. When yoo lose people in yoor life whom you love. When yoo leave your nice little warm greenhouse and step into my shoes.
Then yoo would know the world isn't just nice and cheery.
I only want to make sure no one hurts the people I love now. And maybe being fierce is just a way to make me less vulnerable. At least I'm truthful unlike the hypocrites out there and it's not as though I killed anyone.
什么都可以吃，就是不可以吃亏。
Have fun living in this fake pleasantville yoo paint for yoorself. I hope yoo never have to wake up from it then because by that day I'll probably be much stronger than you are.
Hey. I'm allowed to be EMO once in a while too. hahaha. but i'm okay now. i don't care about those people who know nuts about me. they can think what they want. I'm not angry at the person who said that though i wish he hadn't. I'm not angsty and full of hatred or want blood out of everyone or what.
Peace out yo.
12:53 AM
Revengeful
determined to have revenge; vindictive.
Synonyms:malevolent, malicious, malignant. Also see Spiteful.
Someone used that word on me. To a certain extent I know he doesn't really mean it (or maybe he does...but i rather believe otherwise) Nevertheless. that hurts.
People ask if character is part of nature or nutured over time. I would say nutured. A lot of times I wonder if I would be a different person if somethings never happened in my life. Who doesn't wish their life could be just a bed of roses, full of hearts, rainbows and unicorns.
If you grow up watching people bully your mum while yoo feel so helpless because yoo were too young to be heard. When yoo wake up in the middle of the night listening to yoor mummy sobbing under the blankets. When you are forced to accept betrayal, selfishness and ostracization. When yoo lose people in yoor life whom you love. When yoo leave your nice little warm greenhouse and step into my shoes.
Then yoo would know the world isn't just nice and cheery.
I only want to make sure no one hurts the people I love now. And maybe being fierce is just a way to make me less vulnerable. At least I'm truthful unlike the hypocrites out there and it's not as though I killed anyone.
什么都可以吃，就是不可以吃亏。
Have fun living in this fake pleasantville yoo paint for yoorself. I hope yoo never have to wake up from it then because by that day I'll probably be much stronger than you are.
Hey. I'm allowed to be EMO once in a while too. hahaha. but i'm okay now. i don't care about those people who know nuts about me. they can think what they want. I'm not angry at the person who said that though i wish he hadn't. I'm not angsty and full of hatred or want blood out of everyone or what.
Peace out yo.
12:53 AM
Saturday, April 4, 2009
My 22nd Birthday's coming. haha so here's my wishlist. hahaha. yoo must be thinking: " Where got people ask for presents one?!?!?" But. I'm a practical and anal person...and i dun like people to spend unneccessary money on me so double check with me before you spend any money on me so i dun end up chucking the stuff in my cupboard where its probably never going to see daylight again.
11:00 PM
My 22nd Birthday's coming. haha so here's my wishlist. hahaha. yoo must be thinking: " Where got people ask for presents one?!?!?" But. I'm a practical and anal person...and i dun like people to spend unneccessary money on me so double check with me before you spend any money on me so i dun end up chucking the stuff in my cupboard where its probably never going to see daylight again.
#1: PSP: so that i can play locoRoco on it. It should be white with engravings! haha okay lah. this one only brendy ke will buy cos it's too expensive liaoz. He meant it to be a surprise until i made him tell me.
#2: Coach wrislet: so i can chuck in my phone and some cash when i'm lazy to bring my wallet out sometimes. and it's chio and white=) I dun mind handbags too.
#3: Crumpler Laptop sleeve: I've been eyeing this for 2 yrs already. went ard looking for alternatives but nothing caught my eye so i guess i'm just dead keen on this. except it may not fit my laptop which is a 14" fujitsu lifebook.
#4: Nail Stuff: my new fetish. the more the merrier.
#5: I'm picky with my cakes: bakerzin please. i like black forest. their cheese cake is superb too. Or shawn yoo can do what i taught yoo. Brendan i want lychee martini from pine garden. It all ailin's sister's fault. ever since she bought that day i cannot get enough of it.
Ailin can request from hand made pressie? hahaha i'm so anal. nay i miss yoor hand made cards. yoo can give me way way after my birthday no prob. after yoor exams then worry about it.
I can't think of anything else i want but if yoo're still clueless can give me angbao like fat Sam. hahaha so i can go shopping.
11:00 PM
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I'm allergic to irritants.
I miss Superman Sam.
11:50 PM
I'm allergic to irritants.
I miss Superman Sam.
11:50 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
A lot of random posts. Accumulated cos i haven been blogging for very very long. haha.
11:10 PM
A lot of random posts. Accumulated cos i haven been blogging for very very long. haha.
- Watch Starlit. Man. I think it's better than One Litre of Tears. Three thumbs up. Serious. Look at the amount of tissue used yoo'll know.
- Marche has nice rootbeer! Even though yoo can get this brand of atas rootbeer at Cold storage. somehow it feels better when yoo pull the tab somewhere near the good old Marche cow. i feel quite sad there's only one Marche left and it's all the way at vivo. it's pretty though.
- We're getting extremely fat.
- I'm such a huge fan of cinderella that I watched the Roger/Hammerstein's and disney-on-ice's version almost consecutively
Cinderella-starring Lea Salonga
Our favourite Disney - Meatballs at IKEA. that's pretty self explanatory.
- I bought the mountain tortise to this place called Causeway point. As a momento, we watched a movie and took a photo there. He has, apparently, never heard of its existence.
- I tried to make Kahjun and Zhong do a french kiss. It's like a foreground and background technique according to budding photographer, brandy ke.
- We had breakfast in bed but someone obviously had to get out of bed to make it. and it's not him.
- My boyfriend and my best friend caught in bed.
- Brendan's little red riding hood ran out of battery and we were stuck at PS at an unearthly 2.00 am in the morning.
- Went to Blue Ginger quite some time ago for good nonya food. The restuarant was certainly riding on the hype of the drama series. Oh and I saw a poster of Joe Cheng and i couldn't help myself
- OH. the beef mozza tofu at TCC is OH-MY-GOODNESS damn good. okay the food there was good in general. haha
I shall end of with a nice photo of me and brandy plus a double rainbow I saw on my way back from work the other day.
Ciaoz. till the next time I dun feel so lazy.
11:10 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
I'm going for Disney On Ice tomorrow!
A Dream is a Wish your Heart makes.
11:33 AM
I'm going for Disney On Ice tomorrow!
A Dream is a Wish your Heart makes.
11:33 AM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
I'M A BITCH TODAY
Normally i think i'm a pretty nice person, yoo ask me to do anything for yoo as long as it's said in a reasonably nice way...i'll do it for yoo...but today..i'm just pissed with the whole world. i'm just being damn bitchy now man. take it with a pinch of salt...
I HATE WHINERS. "ai yah...i'm very tired...ai yah...i'm not in good mood...ai yah i'm falling sick liaoz...ai yah this ai yah that...." then after that emo one corner...well if yoo're a girl it's fine..cos girls whine. period. when we were borned to not produce too much testosterone, we were inclined to whine. but guys suck it up man. complain so much for what? sick then sick lah, tired then tired lah, bad mood then bad mood lah. life goes on what. so yoo think yoo sick yoo bad mood yoo tired then how? come up with a solution lah sissy. whining dun get yoo girls man. yoo wanna get hitch? be a man. quit whining.
I HATE MISERS. i'm not born rich. BUT there are some things I just won't be a bitch about. like when 10 people dun mind watching a $10 bucks show, i won't say i dun want watch cos it's too ex. yes, i find $10 expensive but i dun mind spending $10 so that everyone can share an experience together. If someone asked me to share a $7 birthday present for another friend, even if i dun know him well enough, i would still share! because i know by paying the $7 i might be making another person's dream come true or i might be making his/her day when he/she receives the gift, even thought he might not know i had a part in it. stop scrimping every cent on other people just to invest in something luxurious for yoorself. it's just an excuse lor seriously. stop waving yoor dirty hands in front of me... if yoo dun already know. i dun draw an allowance from my parents. i earn the cents i spend. so i have every right to say yoo suck. there's no reason yoo can't do it. if yoo feel the allowance yoo get is not enough then damn it go find another job.
GIRLS WHO SCOLD VULGARITIES. no i dun mean things like shit lah... idiot lah..asshole lah... i'm guilty of this once every blue moon when i get pissed pissed pissed enough i use the F word sometimes. but i'm glad to say in my 21 going 22 years of my life, i can still count with my fingers the number of times i've used that word. to those who can't, yoo're pathetic. i feel sorry for yoor mum. if i had a daughter like yoo, i'll probably feel ashamed of you. go reflect on yoor behaviour.
okay that's all i can think about. this is my 1% bitch moment. the rest of the time i'm 99% angelic. i promise.
12:10 AM
I'M A BITCH TODAY
Normally i think i'm a pretty nice person, yoo ask me to do anything for yoo as long as it's said in a reasonably nice way...i'll do it for yoo...but today..i'm just pissed with the whole world. i'm just being damn bitchy now man. take it with a pinch of salt...
I HATE WHINERS. "ai yah...i'm very tired...ai yah...i'm not in good mood...ai yah i'm falling sick liaoz...ai yah this ai yah that...." then after that emo one corner...well if yoo're a girl it's fine..cos girls whine. period. when we were borned to not produce too much testosterone, we were inclined to whine. but guys suck it up man. complain so much for what? sick then sick lah, tired then tired lah, bad mood then bad mood lah. life goes on what. so yoo think yoo sick yoo bad mood yoo tired then how? come up with a solution lah sissy. whining dun get yoo girls man. yoo wanna get hitch? be a man. quit whining.
I HATE MISERS. i'm not born rich. BUT there are some things I just won't be a bitch about. like when 10 people dun mind watching a $10 bucks show, i won't say i dun want watch cos it's too ex. yes, i find $10 expensive but i dun mind spending $10 so that everyone can share an experience together. If someone asked me to share a $7 birthday present for another friend, even if i dun know him well enough, i would still share! because i know by paying the $7 i might be making another person's dream come true or i might be making his/her day when he/she receives the gift, even thought he might not know i had a part in it. stop scrimping every cent on other people just to invest in something luxurious for yoorself. it's just an excuse lor seriously. stop waving yoor dirty hands in front of me... if yoo dun already know. i dun draw an allowance from my parents. i earn the cents i spend. so i have every right to say yoo suck. there's no reason yoo can't do it. if yoo feel the allowance yoo get is not enough then damn it go find another job.
GIRLS WHO SCOLD VULGARITIES. no i dun mean things like shit lah... idiot lah..asshole lah... i'm guilty of this once every blue moon when i get pissed pissed pissed enough i use the F word sometimes. but i'm glad to say in my 21 going 22 years of my life, i can still count with my fingers the number of times i've used that word. to those who can't, yoo're pathetic. i feel sorry for yoor mum. if i had a daughter like yoo, i'll probably feel ashamed of you. go reflect on yoor behaviour.
okay that's all i can think about. this is my 1% bitch moment. the rest of the time i'm 99% angelic. i promise.
12:10 AM